Studied for 9 hours straight

I learned about the PET, EEG, ERP, fMRI, MRI, TCMS for 9 hours straight and I was in my element. I could feel my brain stretching and fusing new connections so that, today, I feel as if I have awakened a dormant part of my mind. I am working my day job at the moment, menial work which is not suited to my personality or my agenda. I want to stay home and study every waking hour and then go out and practice what I have learned. I want research my book and write it, and I want to increase my blogging to about 3000 hits per day. BUT - bills gotto be paid on the here and now and without my day job we starve.
So like most blue collar workers stuck in a grind, I gotto put my pedal to the metal and fill my dish with coins so that I may buy and pay and feed and clothe my family. So although my heart reaches elsewhere my mind must attend to the task at hand until the day when the wheel turns and I find the candy bar with the little gold ticket. A ticket for my future.